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Name: tori
Location: Atlanta, Georgia, United States
Birthday: 4/17/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: god, music, boys, shopping, making movies w/ my friends, goin out and havin fun, drinking (but not much), and other shit.
Expertise: i dunno.....does tying a cherry stem or unwrapping a starburst wrapper in my mouth count?
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
7/18/2005
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| I actually have not written any entry in over a year, but I need to get a few things off of my chest and I didn't know what else to do. The thing is, I miss my ex like crazy. I really can't stop thinking about him and I don't know why. I thought that I was over him, but then I realized that I wasn't because the only thing that I ever think about is him. I miss everything about him. I miss his smile; the way he smelled; the looks he gave me; his laugh; his beautiful green eyes; the long talks we had late at night; the jokes we made and the way he would make fun of me; and most of all I just really miss his voice. I don't know why I am so hung up on this boy. I mean, I know that he didn't even care about me as much as I did, but for some reason he has this place in my heart that will always and forever only be his. No one will be ever to fill it, no matter how I feel for them. I just wish everything could go back to the way it was when he and I were together but I know that'll never happen and it makes my heart break more and more. I don't know if I will ever love anyone like that again. My love for him was and still is very real and nothing is going to change that. He has my heart and soul always and forever and that'll also never change. I just miss him so much and it hurts to know that I will never be with him again. It hurts so bad and I don't know how to dull the pain. I just want the pain to go away and I want to get over him but I don't know how to do that. He was the best thing that ever happened to me and I can't let go. Well, that was me venting about the love of my life. That's all that I have to say for now. I might update eventually if I remember or feel like it.
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| at alexis's house. we're really bored and not doing anything cuz richard is not answering his phone and he was supposed to come and pick us up today. im kinda mad at him, but i cant be all the way mad cuz he came and got us last night and we hung out and had some fun and stuff. that was pretty fun. omg!! ok, richard just called me back and he's coming to pick us up, and i think daniel is on his way over too but im not completely sure. by the way, daniel's friend david is really hot. anyway, this weekend was really fun hanging out with alexis and stuff. me and her are probably gonna try and hangout more often, and if her parents let her, im gonna see if she can like spend the weekend with me up at school and she and i can go party and stuff. shes really cool, and we're like so much like that its ridiculous. anyway, im gonna go finish getting ready now. luv u guys,
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| havent really written anything in a long time. feeling pretty sad and lonely these days now that schools over anddone with. i think its finally hitting me that im not going to see most of those people ever again in my life and its makingme really really sad. also, im now realizing that im not going to get to spend much time with my friends anymore and it sucks. | | |
| I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S FINALLY HERE!! I'M GRADUATIONG AND IT'S SO EXCITING. THE ONLY FLAW IS THAT I'M NOT GONNA GET TO SEE MY PEOPLES VERY OFTEN ANYMORE, BUT WE'RE DEFINITELY GONNA HANGOUT DURING THE SUMMER AND I'LL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS WITH TORI AND MANDA CUZ I'LL TALK TO THEM ON THE PHONE ALL THE TIME. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!
<3TORIA
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| I THINK.........................I GIVE UP!!! I CAN'T CONTROL MY FEELINGS OR ANYONE ELSES FEELINGS, SO I JUST GIVE UP COMPLETELY. IM NOT GOING TO GO AROUND FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF AND FEELING THIS CRAPPY CUZ ITSMOST DEFINITELY NOT WORTH IT. SO, I GIVE UP AND IM MOVING ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS. | | |
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